Wednesday, August 31, 2011

A happy day...

'Cause it's Nicole's birthday. Happy birthday, Nicole! <>

Friday, July 22, 2011

Blog=MeFail

Delightful evening. Amazing summer.

And yes, that'd be a two-year block of time in which I have not posted. (Yes, check the year, folks... It's more'n two weeks!)

I guess I just sorta ran out of blogging steam. Writing for the school blog was pretty amazing, but school's over (way over; campus is closed!) and as to blogspot... well, nobody I know is actually here. So yes, mostly I'm just posting for my own benefit. Like my last couple of Xanga entries. Ah, well.

So. Yes. I love summer in Colorado.

Hiking. Climbing mountains. Climbing the Incline on Sunday mornings. Dancing the Cupid Shuffle in the parking lot before the outdoor movie. Running 5ks with roommates. The view from my office window. Deer and fawns skipping past said window. Salamanders in the Jericho Center. Hitting up the Farmer's Market in Old Colorado City on Saturday mornings. Eating fresh veggies and hummus while sitting outside on our patio. Watching the sun set while sipping wine on the neighbors' roof. (I don't like wine, but this point is marginal.) Discovering one of said neighbors and a buddy of his are actually classmates from the New Life School of Worship, whom I hadn't seen in four years. Natasha's homemade ice cream. Walkin' on sunshine. Midnight runs around the block. Sweet, sweet morning worship at theWall. Parties and celebrations of summer. Smoothies. Crispy, sweet, juicy watermelon. Guests from Norway. Coffee and bananas. G&Ts. Running in the rain. Roommates crashing from the heat in my cool basement bedroom. Garage sales. Pet sitting. Good news of friends getting married. Wanting to travel. Double rainbows. Kidnapped llamas. Four proofreading projects inside six weeks. Camping out with them at Starbucks to get them DONE, preferably early. Random dance parties. Let's hear it for the boy. Fair market stores. Funner purses. Apple cider tea. Discovering intense extroversion. Mowing the yard with a rotary mower... for the first time ever. Grilled burgers, veggies, chicken. Stories coming back. Dracula. Water for Elephants. Classics and romance fluff on my Kindle. Free downloads. Weeks of lack-of-internet freedom. Dollar movies (for $1.75) at the ghetto theater. Thor. Chasing the yippie fluff ball out of our yard with my "Great Dane" voice. Twilight guitar under the tree in the yard. "He's nice. But scary. Like Santa!" California casualties. Boys who do "freestyle running" but still somehow let you set the not-so-fast pace. Iced peach tea. Detox. Apple muffins. Popcorn. Storytime in Nicole's room. Llamigo, Mr. Higgins.

Amazing.

Wednesday, July 8, 2009

Been a While

Well, it's been a while since I've written. And I've realized I probably ought to write more, create more of an online presence. Hey, I am here all the time. I just don't always leave a mark. I haven't had much excitement (at least nothing to rival the accident) since January (which is probably a good thing) and very few people actually read this. Eh, that's okay, too.

Life's a bit on the weird side right now. I don't know what I'm doing. That is, I know what I'm doing right now at this moment (I'm writing a blog entry!) but as for tomorrow... or the next day... who knows? I'm in Colorado Springs, doing my internship for my professional writing degree at a publishing house called D.C. Cook, and I'm seriously having the time of my life. I'm doing exactly what I've thought I wanted to do for a long time, and it's absolutely as great as I'd hoped. Basically, I'm editing. Fixing other people's commas and weird sentence structure. Figuring out what to do to books to get them published. I love publishing. I love books. I love office work. I love editing and proofreading! I could cry!

Okay, so that's melodramatic. But on a stranger note, I have been crying a lot lately. I don't get it. I'm happy, at least, with most things. I just find myself reading the most random stuff here at the office, and tearing up over the hungry kids in Kenya or over memories of rocking babies to sleep or even this kids' book called The Blue Umbrella (which is coming out in a few months... and it's awesome...). Even one of my irksome little fiction characters that hang around inside my head had me in tears because her life hit a very rough point. *sniff* I feel like such a girl. Yes, I am a girl, but I don't usually cry about much. I do miss my family, and, yep, life's confusing because after this internship, I have NO IDEA what's coming next or what I should even focus on. But I'm not depressed, and I really am enjoying life. But... it makes me wonder if God's playing games with me or something. In that... God kinda way.

Well, we'll see. And not like you needed an emotional update on me or anything. Hope your life's going great!

Encouragement to you today, 'cause I gotta preach to me, too: There are a lot of books in the world of publishing, but the #1 bestseller is the one we should all spend some more time in. It's where there's true life to be found, and the book through which our lives can be changed.

Wednesday, January 14, 2009

Crash and Burn

January 14, 2009

Blowing clouds of snow flurried around the van in front of the university Taurus I was driving and the other Taurus behind me as we headed down Highway 30 on our way to Chicago at 9am. The roads were a bit slick, and our professor had almost decided against the field trip we’d planned for this week to go to Chicago and visit Moody Press, Tyndale House, and Christianity Today and find out about jobs in publishing. But after considering weather reports, he decided we’d make a go of it anyway.

“The important thing isn’t fast, but safe,” he stressed before we left this morning. We all agreed and piled into the vehicles. As we headed out of Fort Wayne, it was a little slippery, but it didn’t seem bad enough to turn back.

I did think that the van’s driver was pushing us a bit fast, but in the interest of staying together as a caravan, I kept up with him, and the car behind ours did as well. There were a couple of scary moments… Mr. Van Driver was making quick lane changes and couldn’t see the semis he was passing until he was quite too close to them, which affected us, too, behind him. I was a little tense, but not doing too badly.

And then it happened.

The back end of a semi trailer appeared suddenly in front of the van. “Eep!” I thought. “Go around!”

The van tried. Oh yes, it tried… it braked to slow down and tried to switch lanes to go around the semi, which didn’t appear to be moving at all, but it lost control and started a slide that sent the driver’s side corner smashing into the rear of the trailer. At that moment, the three seconds or so I was behind them, I knew that there was going to be no avoiding a collision. I wish I could say that I was immediately thinking about how best to hit or the science of the thing, but the truth is that I hit the brakes to try to slow SOMETHING down before it started, and sort of tried to steer for the snow bank, but as a result just lost control of the car as well. And by then, we’d slammed on my side into the passenger front of the van and gone careening into a snow bank.

I remember dimly thinking that the crash hadn’t jolted… quite as much as I’d thought it might… and second thought was: “Guess we’re not going to Chicago.” Yeah. I know. Brilliance all over. I was out of it in shock for just a moment, and the next thing I knew I heard one of the other people in my car say, “The van’s smoking!” and then a chorus of “Is everybody okay?”s… And then they were popping the doors open and trying to get out.

“Do you see my glasses?” Tim, on my passenger side, wanted to know.

“Do you see my cell phone?” I pleaded back. Something about those late-night fire drills in Bethany and Oakwood reminded me that even if you think somebody else has already called 911, you should STILL call for help. And at the moment, I was very much in favor of getting help.

Ahem. The glasses and phone were together on the floor.

Molly, Devin, and Andy were already out. I wasn’t sure my door would open because we were in a snowbank. And not thinking about the possibility of airbags going off (they hadn’t yet) or catching fire… I just sat there, collecting myself and calling 911.

Finally, assured that emergency vehicles were on their way, Tim and I got around to getting out, and caught sight of flames leaping from the engine of the van. I found myself thinking that surely it’d be okay, and I’d get my bag of stuff out of the back of the van. Right now our group was congregating on the corner, where another driver of an SUV was waiting- she had evidently hit another semi at the SAME corner just before we’d had our accident.

At the corner, we discovered that all 3 campus vehicles were definitely totaled. The car behind me had escaped the van-semi-us madness only to skate through and clip another truck as well as T-bone another car. But miraculously, as of yet everyone had walked away. In the van there were some hurting necks as well as bloody noses, and Professor MacGregor’s ribs were hurting badly.

The van was engulfed in flames… black smoke billowed up to the sky in voluminous clouds. It wasn’t long before only a flaming skeleton remained.

The group started moving inside the nearby gas station (God-provided, I’m absolutely positive). The drivers of the vehicles (myself, Jared, and Jeff Pepple as well as the other vehicles we’d hit) stayed outside to talk to the police.

As we stood there freezing, I realized that the only things I was feeling were a bit of tension in a couple muscles… really, truly a blessing.

Tim, nice guy that he is, stuck around outside as well… and gotta say, friend Tim, if ya read this, I appreciate how thoughtful and kind you were earlier in helping me just take care of stuff. You’re awesome, and made stuff a lot better, at least for me. Bless you!

Business taken care of, finally we headed inside to figure stuff out and see how people were doing. Seven of us ended up taken to the hospital… Amanda, Lauren, Alyssa, Heather, Dr. Chip, Jeff Pepple, and Sarah. Four others went later to get checked out. A couple possible concussions, and a lot of whiplash and bruising. Dr. Chip may have liver damage and broken ribs. Not cool, not at all... though considering what it had been, it’s not bad, either.

Before Dr. Chip left for the hospital, he told me to call everyone we’d been supposed to meet with in Chicago to cancel. Sooo, that was my task while we waited, which honestly I desperately needed. I was running on emergency mode, and truly needed something to do. I spent the majority of the two hours we waited at the gas station on the phone.

Finally, the amazing staff from First Missionary church came and rescued us and drove us- very slowly- back to campus.

We’ve debriefed, started taking stock of the items that were lost in the fire (for me, a whole duffle bag full of stuff, though… thankfully, mostly replaceable), taken inventory of injuries… and started taking ibuprofen. Still praying for everybody who’s waiting on tests at the hospital since we haven’t heard a lot from them yet.

Way to wipe out the whole Taylor fleet at one pass! I think we may have one van left… think that might be all, though.

So, all this to say… so glad we’re all safe. What a day… hot chocolate and cuddly blankets muchly needed. Thanks to everybody who was praying this morning—we needed that, too.

God is good!

I think that’s all for now…
Sleep will be soooooo good tonight!

Thursday, November 20, 2008

Attention, Life: Would you please hold still?

So.
A lot has happened since the last time I posted (which might explain why it's been a while).
The day after my last post of conviction/frustration, our university announced that due to lack of funds, our campus will be closing down its undergrad programs-- all of them-- in May after graduation. Talk about shock. I lost my blogging focus entirely, intent on discovering... what I'm gonna do next. I lost my job (hard to work in Admissions at a school that's no longer admitting), and while I am a senior, I still have one more semester and a practicum/internship to finish up after this May. To transfer for a single semester is absolutely ridiculous. A lot of us have been feeling pretty screwed over.

Well, it turns out I can finish my semester online and then-- still long-distance-- do my practicum with the same prof as an overseer, and finish up by next fall-ish. Graduating in December, but finished earlier, most likely. Trust me, that sounds fine to me! Even if I will be killing myself to manage 19 credits next semester.

And again... changes on the horizon, it looks like. Nothing 100% for sure, but sure enough to be exciting/scary.

If I can just get through these final projects (which I'm effectively avoiding by writing here)... I'll be doing great!

Roommate Corrine and I are singing "For Good" from Wicked as a duet tonight. We're ridiculously obsessed with that musical. Ah, well... life requires the occasional obsession to keep it interesting, I think.

Would love to hear your thoughts on your life... or mine, for that matter. Find me on Twitter/Facebook or comment me here. :D

Sending a grin your way!

Would you rather... never be able to smile, or be permanently smiling?

Sunday, October 12, 2008

It happened again...

Tonight, driving in Indianapolis, it happened again:

This time, our car full of professor and three students was approached by a thin, desperate-looking woman at a red light, begging someone, anyone, in plaintive, deadened tones to “Help me out, will you?” with her hand extended as she wound her way through the cars that stood still at the light.

Of course we didn’t.

Of course no one did.

You don’t open your window in the middle of a dark inner-city night to hand money to a strange, filthy woman outside. You lock your doors and keep driving. And you certainly never make eye contact.

Linette said that the hard part is that… looking at the woman, standing as a vague, hungry-looking silhouette in the middle of halted traffic that glowed dimly in the rosy traffic-light wash, you can’t see her story. You don’t know how she became who she is.

Does that matter? Jesus saw the outcasts- the lepers, the woman at the well. He did see their pasts, but that didn’t seem to matter as much. What he saw and acted on was who they were at that moment– both their immediate needs AND the people they were meant to become. And then he took care of both. Even at risk to himself.

“Lady, I’ll pray for you.” Is that the best we can do?

Why do I keep seeing this? Why does this keep happening to me?
Maybe God’s trying to tell or show me something…

Saturday, October 11, 2008

Gotta Love It...

Tonight, you'll have to forgive me if I sound particularly book-ish. I just got back from probably the most amazing field trip I've ever been on as a writer, and I have words swirling through my mind and stories bubbling in my writer's sense and magical words ringing in my ears. And yes, I know it's 3am, but I've gotta get this out before I explode!

I'm taking a children's literature class right now, and since it's a very small class (there are 5 of us) our fabulous Professor Settle decided to venture out and take us to Indianapolis to the Hoosier Storytelling Festival.Here's Professor Settle and the two other classmates (Becky [c] and Linette) who were able to go on the trip yesterday, sitting in the main tent as we were listening to Kevin Kling (who's on NPR, All Things Considered).We got there late last night and enjoyed quite a walk through the city on our way to listen to Scary Stories.


There were storytellers from a wide variety of cultural backgrounds- Chinese/Japanese, African American, Native American among them. Each with its own twist, its own style. Some I liked more than others, but... that's something you can count on anywhere! One thing I loved all around was the obvious presence of culture as an element of the storytelling.

We stayed last night at Prof. Settle's sister's house, which was amazingly generous of her. And then this morning, we all got up and headed out for a tour of the Indianapolis/Marion County Public Library.

Yeah, yeah, I know. It sounds like a waaay weird and nerdy thing to do. And maybe it was.

And yes, I'm the kind of person who could live in a books-only library for an indefinite length of time, devouring the written word and little else. But this... this is a different experience altogether. But trust me: You'd like it.

This... is just their lobby.

That um... dwarfs the whole library back where I'm from. Eheh.

So yes. Hugeness established.

We continued onward to the children's section. Yes, I do want to write for kids. But yes... this was an incredible kids' section. I challenge any adult with any imagination NOT to want to hang out there!

The room with the interactive "green screen stage" that lets you be on TV:
The Learning Curve's Vortex, which displays different quotes and colorful images while kids read:
Does this look like any kind of library you've ever seen before? It's... veeery tech-savvy.
But my favorite element of tech-ness would have to be this little guy: Pleo.

Pleo is a robotic dinosaur that kids (or probably even just really curious grownups) can program to move and respond... veeery convincingly like a real animal. According to the tour guide: "He loves to have his chin scratched." And he did. The evidence? He purred. It was pretty darn cool. Note to parents, self, or pet-limited others: If you can't have a real pet, this guy could come in a close second. Definitely better than a goldfish for the whole cuddle factor.

So anyway. Yes. The library was definitely a high point for me!

After that, our little group headed back over to hear stories... stories of ALL different kinds. One lady was dressed up as a former Civil War nurse. Another group told Bible stories. In another tent, a children's theater group presented a dramatic representation of an African/Haiti folk tale. Another tent offered crafts. (Yes, I did make an African mud cloth... because I'm just crafty like that. Tee hee!) We heard inspiring stories about overcoming obstacles and hanging on to love until death because you value every last second. We heard stories about mermaids and about coyotes, bears, and even haunted trees.

But despite the differences in how the stories were told and the emotions behind them, I discovered something beautiful that I think pretty much everybody at that festival had in common: We're all in love with the spirit of Story. Everyone has a story. Everyone has something to share. And there's magic in the words that relate that so clearly and so deeply that you can see the crystal tear falling in slow motion from the little Indian girl's browned face to the dry earth, where it sends up a tiny puff of dust.

It's incredible.

That's why I want to be a writer.